I have two interviews week. I don't want to say too much more, don't want to jinx things! Neither of them are for arty-creative things though. They are on the academic side of my interests. They have have had a knock on effect on the art though as I have had lots of prep to do - two quite substantial tasks for one of them and some back-up reading for both.
It's not that I resent the time, it is my chosen subject after all and things I want to do. But I have yet to master that 'grass is greener' kind of feeling, which says that I would rather be painting when I don't have the time and also (of course) that I would rather be studying/writing when the painting is being stubborn. In fact the time I have the least resistance to overcome in either case is when I'm in bed, thinking about what I'm doing tomorrow! Then feels like I can go straight to the desk, or the studio and get right into things without hesitation. But when I'm actually there I find I still need my little rituals to get me going.
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